Of all people I have sin, I owe myself the biggest apology. I let everyone disrespect me. I let them badmouthed me behind my back. And I accept all of it, I’ve firmly believe them and that cause me alot. Miserable.
I’ve come to realization that I am neglecting myself when i sob really hard that i cannot breathe anymore, to the point that I fear going to my school and even if i wanted to come, I couldn’t even fix myself to stand up. I was losing myself that i forget who really am i.
It was really hard. Each second pass by but the feeling of saying bad things behind your back even though you didn’t do anything to them kills me.
That’s what i realize, You dont need to please everyone to like you. We all have our own perspective and even if you treat them right, you can’t change what they think about you.
The best thing that we can do is to embrace ourselves. Do not acknowledge their words when you knew to yourself that it wasn’t the real you. They dont know you. They dont have privillage to change yourself.
Accept the things that we cannot change. Love yourself like how your body didn’t left you when you needed the strength the most. You got yourself, that’s what you needed to know. Not. Everyone. Will. Help. You.
